It is 1st June 2008 today . Time past by so fast , its middle of year 2008 already. I see the kids grow up , teenage grow wild , and the old people grow old . I will be 21 years old in 7 days more.
Our biological clock is moving all the time , we dont have much time to spend on desperate time . People can get desperate sometimes , due to anxiety , stress , uncertainly etc . It is applied to everyone , even the great people . I agreed most of us failed before we success . Its not whether you knocked down , its whether you get up or not :) Stay strong with me .
So I am in the middle of my study right now , one matters is running in my head . What I going to do after my study . Many people asked this question , and everytime they ask this question , I would be uncertainly to answer it .
I have a plan to go Singapore to work , cause I have some friends there :) . Plus , I can earn some SGD$ with higher currency than MYR$. What about Malaysia ? Malaysia aint that bad right ? I love Malaysia , I am born in this country. Whether to like it or not , I am Malaysian. Those who hate Malaysia so much I would prefer you are not born in this country. To make things clear , its our government who make some mistake in the country development and politic perhaps ..It will not change the love of mine to the country . Well , I might work in Malaysia too ..It is still uncertain . If I cant get a good job in Malaysia , I might consider risking myself to SG then :)
Well, lets review back what I have so far that can give myself a "Value" .
Being a programmer : I dont like to think much about logical thingy
Being a web designer: My design sucks a hard time..but still okay a bit :(
Being a technician : Yeap , I have some minor knowledge in troubleshooting and stuff
Being an IT support/mainteinance person : Yes, that suite me . I love to support other people with the knowledge I have.
Being a Sales/Marketing person : Although I like to mix with people , but I dont like to sell things.
Being an athelic : Hmm sounds good
Being a floor measurer : No , I would rather workout in the park .
Okay , if you are in a hurry or have something to do you can stop reading here..else spend a minutes slowly reading on it .
I am still on industrial training right now , my work is quite easy there =) . Oh yea, I have a girlfriend right now.. I love her so much . Just hope the God spare me more time to spend with her . May the God bless both of us .
Alright , cheers everyone. I love you all . Life is not eternity , Money is no limit , Beauty will fade , Muscles can loss , Earth can be polluted , Belonging can be destroyed . Only Love and Strong Will can be eternity :)

How long you didnt see your grandparents ?
How long you didnt see someone who grow you up ?
How long you havent see your old people who pamper you while you still a kids ?
How long you havent touch/hug someone who cheers you when you down and always stay beside you when you are sad and lonely ?
When is the last time you say I love you to someone you really love and care ?
When is the last time you reject a love from someone ?
When is the last time you hurt someone whom love you so much ?
My StoryI still remember the last time I see my grandpa suffering on

pakiston . He is very suffer in the bed , and can hardly talk to me . I am still feeding him with food and drinks that time . His hand is shaking , and only can sleep on the bed all the time . I am still at kl , and too late to pay him a visit while he is still in his healthy condition . Even thou I have the chance to talk to him that time , but I didnt . He teach me how to be a man while I am still a kids . He tell me many stories . He is a brave grandpa who stand tall to the rights and fight the bad people . He protect everyone around him . I wish to be like him .Even that time our life is not very wealthy , but our life is luxury and rich with love and courteous ..His life is happy , he is very tolerance with others . He is a real man .
Read this poem , I belive most of you have read it . Evertime I read it , I will reminded of my grandpa. Source : "
http://www.swarthmore.edu/~apreset1/docs/if.html"
IF by Rudyard Kipling .
Things are not predictable and there is nothing such as "Absolutely" sometimes . Appreciating what you have right now and everyone beside you . Tell them you love them before its too late . They can leave you without a words sometimes . Spend more time with them .
Tonight, before you sleep in the bed at night, say a little prayer to ask God to give you the strength you need to accept people as they are, and to love with blessing everyone around you . Ask the God to give you Strength to carry on. I will be around you all if you need me :)

I love you mum , dad , all my siblings , vivian , grandma, grandpa ,all my friends , everyone I meet , even thou some of you is not here already .
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